Waiting is lonliness - Day 53

Day one of school.

Promptness

Politeness

Prepared

Productive

Positive

Also known as the five P's of indoctrination.

Not sleeping is taking its toll.

-8:08 AM

My tummy hurts

-8:10 AM

Is mayonnaise an instrument?

-8:34 AM

Adults at central = all retarded

-9:35 AM

Someone being offended at the word retarded because they know someone who is retarded is like being offended if someone says asian because you know someone who is asian.

-10:50 AM

In the counselor's office. Teachers, parents, people in general, all stupid. Counselors are not efficient at all.

-12:19 PM

Feeling really bad. Physically. WTF, physical fitness.

- 1:19 PM

Attendance nerf

- 1:53 PM

Fading. So tired.

- 2:14 PM

Trippin' balls. Ability to function deteriorating. Must sleep soon.

- 2:55 PM

Also, I like seals. They're good people.

- 2:55 PM

School makes me lonely no matter what happens.

- 2:57 PM

People really are all alone. Sometimes you're just alone with other people.

-2:58 PM

I wish I knew what time it is.

- 2:59 PM

Waiting isn't much fun.

- 3:01 PM

I just checked the time. It's actually 3:19.

- 3:19 PM

yay school.

Hasn't slept for a long ass time so forgot how to use these closing thingies,

Marcus ♥

Night - Day 52

I don't really see what the down side to this whole being nocturnal thing is. I get to be left alone for my entire period of consciousness and since I have this everpresent ability to not get along with people it let's me get out of peoples' ways and they out of mine. I also like it because I usually wake up during a REM cycle and I can remember my dreams easier. For the past two nights I've had pretty nifty dreams that I've remembered. It also give you this really trippy feeling when you first wake up because you don't know if it's a dream or not and stuff. I might even transition this into that thing where you take five 20 minute naps of pure REM sleep and that's the only sleep you need. And I could just do that through the school year. I would totally be down. Also, it's almost five AM at the moment, I might not even sleep tonight as I'm still not tired.

In the night,

Marcus ♥

Wells - Day 51

And we continue to descend into the endless well of darkness. The small, fragile, spiral wooden staircase leading forever downward. Each step disappears into the nothing as we lift our feet from it. The light above dwindles, we soon forget what light even looked like. This damp dark place is now all we know. One thing can remind us, though. The well's bucket can retrieve us from the depth and return us to the surface, if only we could find it. At times it seems that we can see it, but it is merely that we have hoped for it so much that what was there was just as much nothing as there had always been. And so we walk downward, ever downward into the well, trying to remember from where we came. And waiting for the bucket, to save us from the well.