Droplets - Day 43

Intentions of purity are best represented by the eyes of those that we love, that love us. In an ever expanding breadth of doubt, of shit, perhaps this brief moment of serenity can give us the strength to move on into the future, headstrong and willing. Maybe this sparkling drop in a sea of murk can overcome the odds and permeate the pollutants. Just maybe. And it may take time, and it may take effort, but it will happen, and the day will come. Many will have passed, many will not see the result of our efforts. But maybe it can happen. Maybe we can create something bigger than ourselves, and it starts with what I see in the halo of your eyes. Maybe hope is real.

I like to think that that can be my monologue and the end of the movie to my life.

Since there wasn't a music Thursday, here's some music.

This next song has a cool fan-made video. It's all scenes from pornos and movie sex scenes, but not the sex parts.

Hi Hater - Day 42

Culture - Day 41

Okay, so I'm going to start this off by ranting about something I heard in personal finance. Now, since I've apparently established teacher bashing as a thing, I'm going to do it a little more freely perhaps. We all know Mr. White is a huge dumb ass. But I guess this is not specifically about him. Most people take this approach where they live modestly and spend their entire lives saving up so they can retire and live well, right? This is just the American philosophy of economics to the Joe-Schmoe kinda person. Work hard so you can provide for you and your family and retire and hopefully move to a big house in Florida or some shit. But why the fuck would you want to do that? Why wouldn't you just fucking live life when you're actually mentally capable and have a decent definition of fun with no ties? Like, why would you want to save your good-time having for when you can barely walk, your genitals don't work anymore, and your definition of having a good time is like, drinking orange juice without shitting your pants. It just doesn't make any sense to me.

Yes, I have a bit of an agenda today.

Secondly, a lot of people who have graduated have gotten big heads about everything. Like, fucking congrats, you're not in high school anymore, are you suddenly smarter? No? Then shut the fuck up, please. You're not any better than me.

Next I'd just like to talk about YouTube a little bit because it's something I'd just like to say whether or not anyone actually knows what I'm talking about. YouTube has been around for a while and we've all watched videos on it for a long time, but back in the day when YouTube was it's own company and not bought out by Google, it had a simple concept. There were featured videos on the front page every day and that was like the ultimate goal. Other than that you could just watch other things that people uploaded kind of like you can today. However, one fateful morning I remember seeing a video at the very top of the front page called something along the lines of "We Three Kings" or something like that. Something about being kings. And basically it was the creators of YouTube laughing their asses of because they just got like a billion dollars from Google for their website. They assured us nothing would change, and at first, nothing did. BUT NOW LOOK AT THIS SHIT. It's fucking product placement city. Thirty second ads to full blown movie trailers, ad bars all over the fucking sides, VEVO and the music industry, every company has their own YouTube channel and everything. While YouTube has grown to grow it's own community and I appreciate that it exists, I am definitely not happy with what Google has done to it. But I guess that's the direction that everything is headed towards with Internet slowly becoming the new TV.

Speaking of which, I'd also like to talk about why I blog and why I make such a big deal out of it as I do. I strongly believe that the Internet is where the world is headed. It's an amazing tool, and I really want to be a part of it, as shitty as it can be sometimes. I'd like to try my best at building up some sort of internet presence because that's what I really want to do and what I'm passionate about. At the very least, letting me vent on this blog has been really good for me and it'll get me through the times until something better can come along. Thanks for those of you who a frequent readers.

Eternally Yours,

-Marcus ♥

P.S. Desktop buddy still exists you awful people. Go like the facebook page and tell all your friends.

AMRMT - Day 40

Dear Mrs. Roberts, you are the biggest cunt on the face of the earth. Please die as soon as possible. The world would be a better place without you. You are old. You should have retired ages ago. Honestly, the fact that you have kids is a sure sign that the world is going down the shitter. The fact that somebody made love to you enough times to make multiple children assures me that the apocalypse is indeed this weekend. This just let's me know that if God really does exist, the world ends this weekend because the world is just so fucking awful because people like Mrs. Roberts exist. She must have been born at the very top of a tall tree for sticks to be shoved that far up your cunt AND ass. It's also apparent that you've hit your head on multiple things very hard. I wish I would have gotten held back a grade so I could have been in the year after you retired. Holy shit, fuck you. Please go crawl in a deep hole so we can all pelt you with severed dog penises until we get too tired, then we can just throw some gasoline in there and light a match, because that's honestly how you deserve to go, you huge piece of shit excuse for a person.

Also, everyone has her to thank for the shitty music thursday.

I secretly like parts of that song. Or a lot of it. Shhhhh...

Okay, so I can't actually find any music that I consider shitty because the internet is retarded. So I'm just going to post whatever after this and not talk about it. Okay maybe I'll talk about it.

This song has a cool music video.

Oh, nevermind, I found more screamo. I like this song.

Fuck you,

-Marcus ♥

P.S. I think school turns people into ass rats. People just get this mentality that all they wanna do is suck their superior's dick like they have to. I guess that's the point of school though. Mission fucking accomplished.

It's my Party - Day 39

And I'll cry if I fucking want to.

The mundacity of the grass is what feeds us, yet it is that same drizzling acceptance on the muzzle of gluttony that eventually causes us to wretch one last time and meet the earth that spat us up into existence.

I really wish people would realize that they fit people archetypes and change. Like, seriously, we don't need more of you.

I kind of hate everything right now. For one reason or another. I can't seem to keep myself content with anything at the moment.

Fuck my life.

Crying cause he wants to,

-Marcus ♥

Music Thursday/Memories - Day 38

Blogger was down yesterday so I couldn't do music Thursday so here's a couple songs. The first one is because I'm starting to get caught up in this Portal fever.

Now, I love Miranda Cosgrove. Probably more than any one person should. This is the feature song of her newest EP.

OH MY GOD I LOVE MIRANDA COSGROVE SO MUCH. GAAAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Anyway, today was the memories assembly. [sarcasm] I'm brimming with Central pride because of all the goings on. [/sarcasm] There are some seniors I'm going to miss, though. And it is kind of weird to be part of the class that's currently the oldest in the school. Buh, I've been at this school for 5 years now, and after next year that'll be six. THAT'S A LONG FUCKING TIME, SHIT.

Um, I just got back from going out and I forgot this was up so I'm just going to leave it at that, actually.

Always Forgetful,

-Marcus ♥

Desktop Buddy - Day 37

I'm starting an internet campaign for the desktop buddy that I've created. I originally just had it on Sam's computer but now I think it should be on everyone's. The idea behind the desktop buddy is that whenever you're feeling down, or sometimes when you're not, you can bring up the desktop buddy and hopefully it'll make you feel better. Here he is!

Save him to your desktop as 'buddy' and he'll always be there for you. Go like it on facebook too.

Your Buddy,

-Marcus ♥

FMT - Day 36

I'm starting a new thing. This should help me update at least semi-consistently. I call it music Thursday. I'm pretty decent at music suggestions for the most part so I'm just gonna post two or three songs that I like here and maybe talk about them a little bit. This week I've been listening to a lot of dubstep/electronica, so here's this song that I really like.

This song is super relaxing in my opinion. It's really chill, I like it a lot. It's especially nice just to have in the background because it's not distracting, so you can do things and listen to this song.

Ah, I love this song. It brings me back to middle school. Truly an anthem for men everywhere.

I love the Beastie Boys. They make me feel so cool. And this music video makes me happy.

That's all I got today. I'll try and update this a tad more frequently since I have my lappy. Thanks for all the support guys.

Wishes he was a beastie boy,

-Marcus ♥